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i kind of fell away from tumblr once college started.
i didn’t really have time to write about how my life was going, i just kind of lived through it. lived in the moment.
at least i can say i was present in my own life.
but now things have slowed down - as you can imagine.
i was thinking about writing, like i used to, or at least writing about the things that weren’t trivial. but upon debating the pros and cons of that idea, i came upon another.
perhaps. being completely vulnerable isn’t such a great idea anymore. sure what’s a trivial schedule, or list of things to do, or even a picture, or funny quote. but the real stuff. the truth. the struggles.
i don’t think allowing everyone to see that is such a great idea. i don’t mean to guard my heart from everyone. but at the same time, it’s not a free ticket with a roundabout trip.
i respect others. and i respect myself.
i respect myself enough to not let anyone who happened to refresh their page know my worries, fear, and struggles. even if they did care to read a post of mine in the first place.
with that. it’s 2 am. bonfire went well. though i am tired and will probably be from the treatment. but tomorrow, i get to wake up to my sisters. what a blessing. you don’t appreciate them until you don’t see them for several months. then you miss em.
